MASTER YUDA
18 Jul 2006 Leave a Comment
Let go, you ask
I’m unstable, you said
No dream, you describe
No future No life
Lost even more, I was
A loser , you said
great pain, I’m feeling
Good character, I’m building
get over, soon I will
great healer, is time
sturdy, my heart became
the best, i did
of love, is the reason
success, I attain
look back, i did
how unstable, you are
changed, have not
pain, i feel
of pity, this time
of anger and love, no more
YOU ARE
18 Jul 2006 Leave a Comment
Let me think of you as the umbrella of my rains that I refuse to use
for I find life better when its wet…
you are the fun in risk
and a hand to hold in the ocean of strangers
a smile that makes me remember the little reasons to forget
You are the control when I’m losing direction
You are what you are
and I love what you’re doing
you are the touch that tingles even if its not tickling
you are my gain and you gained me
my only choice when I have none
you are what you are until you make up yourself
And I am what I am because you let me.
5/14/05
SHE loves
07 Jul 2006 Leave a Comment
She thinks my goatee is cool
And my hair is neat
And when I dance
She thinks I got the beat
She loves my voice
And she loves my speech
She loves the sky
She loves the beach
She loves my songs
Which she sings along
She loves what I do
She is doing it too
She cares for life
And not afraid to love
She knows how to fight
So put on the gloves
I think she’s cool
And she’s really nice
She’s has taken over
All my life
I thank God
For giving me a woman
Not somebody…..
Who just looks like one!
When I’m with you
07 Jul 2006 Leave a Comment
Oct25,2005
In the morning
When you kiss me
Feels like the colorwheel
twirling in my MAC
Time starts running
Leaving me frozen
In a state that I don’t mind
And sadness
Used to held me
No longer lurks in my mind
You kissed them goodbye
As the sunshine
Warms the world
Your kiss warmed-over mine
Now I see
Big smile in me
Oh life!
I got the best
When I’m with you
PLEASE DON’T
22 Jun 2006 Leave a Comment
Aug. 7, 2005
Pls don’t take away darkness
I need it to sleep
Pls don’t take away my loneliness
I need to know what differs
Pls don’t take away my pillow
Pls don’t take away my ignorance
I enjoy learning
Pls don’t take away my frustrations
It keeps me well-grounded
Pls don’t take away my dreams
I need direction
Pls don’t take away my pain
I still want to write
Pls don’t take away bad memories
It fuels to draw
Pls don’t take away my music
I really love to dance
And pls don’t leave me now
I just started living
Billions of YOU
22 Jun 2006 Leave a Comment
Aug. 9, 2005
Don't ask me
Questions concerning LIFE
Because mine
Is just as messed up
You better believe you have a purpose
Don't ask me
Anything about LIVING
I have learn to accept that
We are all
Just passing through
So make your mark and make it good
Don't ask me…
Yes! about LOVE
As the strongest force
You can't control it, It controls you
It controls me
Don't ask
ME…I am just merely a hairline
In the Billions of YOU
Ode to my Brother
21 Jun 2006 3 Comments
"Mama, don't scold me when kuya is around…or else Kuya's gonna leave again…"
I felt my heart crushed by guilt
As I heard this words comin from my brother
Certainly a not joke that you wanna hear..
Over the years I spent my life Searching for a purpose
Only to find out I missed it all
I left home because of circumstances
we can't control
And in the process
I left my bros as well
kept a heavy promise in my baggage though..
Out there I've always stood firm for others
Always there for my friends, my acquintances, sometimes even my own enemies…
I've been there for everybody
I've been there for a girl who
Who I thought would complete me
but eventually left me and got scared of commitment
They said she's too young to know that..
And I can only agree
I've been there for the world!
All by and for myself…..
but not for my brothers
One day I finally gave in to the call of my concience..
It was knocking there too hard and too long to be unnoticed
I went home
half scared and half unprepared
Not knowing what awaits me
I could see the hope in my mother's
eyes when she opened the door,finally she can be with her 3 sons complete again
I assured them with tears in my eyes
We are better off without papa
Who is too busy with he's freak scene
We can make it to through LIFE if we stick together
For the first time I felt the essence of being alive..
Essence of being truly loved.
It was the happiest day of my life
But as they say fate had it's own plan
God took my brother ahead of his time
It was like a hundred heartaches felt at once by a single heart
I can no longer further explain…
And now he's gone
I shall carry his troubles and his dreams
Never get tired of the weight of consequence
As long as I live…
My life will be painted by his crux
Brother…. will u forgive me?
july 27, 2005
NATHANIEL BARTIN
feb 19, 1983 – June 18, 2005
"a day is too long to be spent alone and too short to be spent with you"
