Morning of december

Dec 9, 2006 You cry And I’m lost Of all the pains I can take The hardest is seeing you like this Even with my best I still can’t give you the exact good words to ease I can only try and try and cry With you And stay hoping we will pass this one too Fall together in a slumber of hope Wishing for a better morning And whisper I love you again and again With all that I have May the sun give us strength One more time

Silence in Queque


10-25-06

Pour some for me
Water please
Fill me, my empty cup
To soften my head
I sip as I turn on the TV
Hope to find a good channel
But wait, I need to pee
Checked my skin, my body
I will come out naked
Ready to take a plunge to the bed of antidotes
That doesn’t work that much though
Not as much as your attention

You, just beside me
Just over the walls we created
Just over the silence we chose
Not wanting the careless words or sounds to worsen
Pour me please
I am empty
I need your hug
Or a least a touch of your skin
Or a kiss from the same cup

The one that got away(sh*texperience.com)

June 20, 2006

 

 

Somebody must have turn off my lights again instead of just turning it low

 

My pen’s gasoline just ran short

In the middle of a hot pursuit

For life and living… and findings

Looking for more spaces for more looking

Remember the perennial lines of emptiness?

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Here we go again

Your face hunted me

Your smile

Why I gave up?

I hate that court of promises we were once seated

We were so young to see the eventuality

I was so young to see the eventuality

Shit…

Thank God I’m staring at a copycat

Someone who looks like you…only not pregnant

 

 

Call center agents having a vacation at 12noon

 

April 4, 2006

Is that the moon? Is this beer?

(Pointing at the sun, then to the bottle of coke)

What the F–k are you talking about?

I know "callcentering" is palyin' a bad trick on us

Turning the wheel of our normal routine

Exchange for living

But GOD please… don't start it

Is that the moon?

Is this beer?

(More sarcasm)

Not now please

Don't talk to me that loveshit

You can't summon the chills of darkness

And arouse the blues

By this time

They will only melt like cheese in a hot pan

Or burn like a short stick

It bleeds my ears like it did to my heart

Is that the moon?

Is this beer?

(Making a point)

Under the poor shade of this old

Warlike-survivor tree

Lets forget

Those desease-like past

They're over as dots in a sentence

Cure them with effective vacations

And help me whisper sense instead

Like wishing for rain perhaps

I got my head scorching from it's own heat already

Tryin' to forget

The never-ending construction of plans

Eternal overnights

The never sure guarantees

Perpetual stress

Volcano of unfinished business

We're suppose to have a quite-time here

Quite time with troubles of our uncertain future

Just another s–t!

I wish for the moon

I'm intoxicated like beer

Can you light up my cigar?

I'm in my lunatic mood

Remembering Me

 April 17, 2006

Lighting a candle

Bringing flowers And saying a prayer

Doesn’t change things

You’ll have to go on with

Freewill and pain

Life and living

You don’t have to stay and wait

For the candles to burn

Flowers to fade

And prayers to be answered

Between you and me

I am not a saint

I am just the dead

Youth Suicide

dec17,2005

And then you grew up too fast

Too fast… too fast….

Heavy roles you've been playin'

Strict rules, you've been abiding

You know it's not a good life

But you just have to

You think you have to

Markings in your face

Voices that never fades

Fail sometimes

You say every fight is a good one

Then you’re taking the blow

It's been shakin' you

And your loved ones

Boy, your too young to know!

Life is not a show

You got to let go

What’s the value a lost hero?

Have you forgotten?

The high of hangin' out

And leavin' things for tomorrow

Don’t rush to your sorrow

Have you forgotten?

Smiling, singin’

And all other simple things?

Have you forgotten Livin’?

We still have somebody there watchin’ ?

You will never be that good you know

Only happiness is worth a goal

Only happiness….Only happiness

If you got youth and time

What else do you need?

Must try to check

Your priorities then

Life is a journey

Remember?

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